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dumbthingswhitepplsay: thegoddamazon: Oh look, Jon Stewart....
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yourperfecthouse: Future House maybe? :)
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jonbloom: the cutest bear attack ever d’aww x3 I feel so...
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I seriously wish that I had friends to hang out with. Even though I’m in a relationship...
I seriously wish that I had friends to hang out with. Even though I’m in a relationship with a wonderful boyfriend whom I love dearly, it’s not fair to him to have to be my only company. I feel like a lot of the people who I thought were my good friends, really weren’t. I feel abandoned and lonely a lot and I wish I didn’t have such a boring life. I truly have a boring life and I’m tired of it. I’m 19 years old and I’m trapped in a house.
I want a life, a good job, a good college education, and most importantly happiness. It’s bad enough I have Crohn’s disease and have to deal with that for the rest of my life (ugh…I wish I would stop complaining about this, but anyone who has an IBD understands how I feel). Now there’s the stresses of life piling on top…I wish I knew how to make this all easier to deal with. I wish I had friends to help distract me from all of this and have fun…
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themusicjunkies: GPOY
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My life today.
Me: I'm going to be a good patient and follow the doctor's orders by doing a clear liquid diet today to make my surgery go smoother
My Stomach: Feed me now or face the wrath of my acid
Crohn's Disease: lol fuck you bitch
Me: -_-
My Stomach: Feed me now or face the wrath of my acid
Crohn's Disease: lol fuck you bitch
Me: -_-
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yourperfecthouse: LOL
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When you finally get to see your favorite band
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I’m really getting sick and tired of life just taking a shit on me. I mean really. I work...
I’m really getting sick and tired of life just taking a shit on me. I mean really. I work harder than any other person on this god damned planet to get what I want, even though life is still pushing my face in the dirt and I STILL can’t get my life the way I want it. But the people around me don’t do shit and everything falls into their lap: good job,good school,great friends. WHAT THE FUCK. First, I get slapped in the face with Crohn’s disease; yippy skippy, I have to deal with probably one of the most embarassing diseases. Now I’m trying to get a job, and no one wants to hire a sick person. I’m trying to go to a decent school, but guess what? I can’t afford it, big shocker.
Really? Why am I getting screwed over so badly? I’m tired of complaining about this but…what else am I supposed to do? Every attempt I make to make my life my own is immediately shut down and harshly too. There is no mercy in any of this. I’m trying to be an adult and have my own life and it’s like life is telling me “Nope! Can’t have it! You’re stuck with this shitty life. Have fun!”
Thanks life. Really. Thanks for nothing. Now I not only get to be a drain on my parents but also on society. Big fucking thank you.
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mochacafe: via ohsopictures
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oldfilmsflicker: Happy Birthday Matthew Broderick (born March...
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Heaven Forbid
This slow and painful breakdown
Of my solidity is more than I can handle.
Questioning all I thought to be real,
I want to hide inside denial.
Forces I can’t explain pushing me
Down,down,down, and down.
The unknown a crushing coercion.
Inner peace a deceptive semblance
To the calm around me.
Empty eyes watch with certainty
That nothing is wrong with me.
But heaven forbid me sight.
Blind me and let me live in ignorance.
Leave me without knowledge of evil
So that I may live painlessly.
Heaven forbid me sound.
Leave me deaf to cries and screams.
Leave me without knowledge of the wicked
So that I may live painlessly.
Grant me oblivious nature.
Give me my innocence back.
Leave me blind,deaf, and dumb to my world.
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eastcoastkelsey: mmmmm :)
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Flyleaf-“Arise”
Flyleaf-“Arise”
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fishingboatproceeds: Who the eff is Hank!
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