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Day 3

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Your views on religion:

Here it is. I am a Universal Unitarian. What is that you say? Well, it basically says I believe in a God but I have a different way than what Christians believe. I don’t believe that God asked someone to write a book about His “rules” and such. I don’t believe if you do certain things you go to Hell, for example if you have pre-marital sex or do drugs. If you hurt someone or have no regard for human life and misery, than yes- I believe you go to Hell. I believe that who you are is who you were intended to be- whether gay, straight, black, or white; that’s who you were supposed to be. I believe that God loves everyone no matter what and as long as you love and care for one another- you’re okay. But I don’t believe God is someone who looks at your for all the things you do wrong, like so many people want to tell. He’s like a father. He will get mad at you but He still loves you and wants the best for you. He won’t turn you away just because you’re gay or you’ve fallen in a bad situation due to poor choices. He may not like what you do all the time, but that doesn’t make Him love you anyless. I personally feel that everyone should be allowed to believe in whatever they want to believe in and simply be respected for it.


Day 4:

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A time you thought about ending your life:

Everyone has at one point, but a time I can think of that sticks out in my mind was freshman year of high school. I had found out my best friend in the entire world who I confided everything in had turned her back on me and stabbed me in the heart, my parents were drug addicts, and we were going to lose the house. School felt lonely, home was too much to handle- I felt I had no one and nowhere to go. So I just felt like “fuck it, I’m gone”. But could never bring myself to do it.

“And now the time has come, and so my love I must...

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“And now the time has come, and so my love I must go”

themusicjunkies: George Harrison (via hiptoad)  I fucking love...

Day 5

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30 facts about me:

1. I’m completely obsessed with the song “Seven”-Revis right now.

2. I would like to Polish…just because I can and it would be something fun to do. I like language :]

3. I prefer softer music, like Elliott Smith and the like compared to metal and harder rock- but that doesn’t mean I don’t listen to it.

4. I’m not just a puzzle, I am the puzzle.

5. I really really really REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY regret losing my confidence with music because I wish I could’ve done a little something with it :\

6. I write poetry so much, it’s not even funny. I want them to have an overwhelming feeling of emotion, whatever emotin you feel.

7. I get angry easily and I wish I didn’t. I also cry way too easily.

8. My favorite animated movie in the entire world is the Iron Giant.

9. I really want to be a mom and get married someday. It’s something I know I will always want.

10. I’ve always wanted a pet ferret. An albino ferret and name it Snowflake.

11. I want to name my first son Maxwell Harrison, after Paul McCartney’s song “Maxwell’s Silver Hammer” and after George Harrison- my favorite Beatle <3

12. I never understood having a favorite number. So I never had one.

13. I really like editing photos, it’s fun playing with effects.

14. I have a problem just swearing in general.

15. I want more tattoos, I’m an ink addict. I promise you haha.

16. I love stain glassing, it is extremely theraputic to me and I thank Ryan very much for my stain glass kit he got me for my birthday :’]

17. I want to get all the people that have ever hurt me in a room together and tell them ,”Hey, I forgive you. But I’m still not going to be your friend.” Hey, I’m not a complete idiot.

18. When I was younger, I was more jealoud of the people who could do math than who could draw better than me.

19. I like watching shows like Ghost Hunters International. I used to want to be a paranormal investigator.

20. I’ve gone through a lot of things in my life before I became a senior in high school. I grew up way too fast.

21. I could never be a vegetarian. I love chicken WAY too much.

22. I’ve always wanted to see a Broadway show, paticularly a comedy. But I wouldn’t mind a drama.

23. I feel more grown up when I watch TV late at night. That’s when adult TV is on, like adult swim.

24. I actually like anime a lot, and I wanna go to an anime convention. Paticularly Otakon because that’s kind of the big one around here. Cowboy Bebop is my FAVORITE anime EVER.

25. Ryan and Hailey are the two most important people in my life.

26. I wanna tell the people after me when I graduate that everything is gonna be okay.

27. I’m over the moon about my one year anniversary that’s coming up in March.

28. I am a fighter and if prevoked to fight, I will swing back. 

29. I’m harder on myself than I will ever be on you. 

30. I would really like to visit a European country before a die (or visit somewhere out of the continental U.S).

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Day 6

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Discuss your zodiac sign and if it applies to you:

I am a Scorpio.

And if you know me and you know what Scorpio is-you’ll know and understand.


I don't like backwards people.

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People seem to upset me more than usual. I don’t understand the need to have to make a rude comment every two seconds. Fuck the whole “I have deep unresolved issues”- you’re just a fucking dick. That’s your problem. You just like to piss people off because you can and you frequently get away with it. Seriously. I’m sorry I like to help people you don’t consider worthy- and another point. Who the FUCK made you God so you can tell us who is worthy and who is not? Oh. I guess it was because mommy and daddy want to give their princess everything. Why not divine right? It’s the only that’s free and that you don’t need a credit card to buy it with. Oh. I get it now. Well, I don’t subscribe to your religion: *cough*bullshit*cough*.

I don’t understand why people are so fucking uppity about themselves. Like they’re so great and fucking wonderful that everyone else is SO beneath them. Exactly who the hell are you?! You’re a fucking 16 year old bitch that’s never stepped outside your front lawn. BACK THE FUCK DOWN. I just can’t help but get pissed. I see so many of these girls (and guys) who think they’re so high above everyone else make fun and laugh at others for certain inabilities. We’re sorry. We’re not perfect like you-but wait a minute…I forget. IT’S OKAY IF YOU FUCK UP RIGHT?! No one else is allowed to make mistakes, have something blow up in their face, have a bad day, accomplish something, feel good about themselves, etc.- but you. I’m sorry your Royal pain in the dick. My apologies. My apologies to society that you can’t keep your ego inside your head and SHUT THE FUCK UP.

I guess I’m not any better since all I’m doing is ranting on a social site about this but really, it’s just too much! People need to get their head out of their asses and  realize the population Earth is not one All Mighty Being and a bunch of peasants. I’m tired of people like that, tearing down people like my friends and making them feel bad about themselves when they accomplish something and make it feel like it’s so insignificant or if they’re already having a bad day just rubbing it in more. NO. Fuck you. No one deserves that and you’re no one special either. Get over yourself, put your big boy/big girl pants on, and grow the fuck up. No one has time for your billy jack bullshit.

End rant.For now.

I’m sorry I ever lost confidence in you my sweet violin :[

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I’m sorry I ever lost confidence in you my sweet violin :[

sofapizza: bpgraeber: The Little Hipster Mermaid doesn’t want...

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sofapizza:

bpgraeber:

The Little Hipster Mermaid doesn’t want to be part of your world. It’s too mainstream.

i liked dinglehoppers before they were forks.

Photo

sofapizza: excuse me while i get my drank on.

Welp.

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I guess this happens to everyone. At some point in our lives we feel inadequate or we feel less than good enough for someone or something or anything. But sometimes that feeling is just brought on. For no real reason other than it’s just there. I wish people would be kinder to each other. I wish people could see that how your actions, your words, and your little games hurt people. Sometimes I wish people weren’t so dense…but more importantly I wish people wouldn’t give up on each other when it happens.

I know though I’m no better than anyone else though. Previously I had ranted about people being assholes, but I guess what makes me different is that I stand up to it. Whether or not it makes a difference, I don’t know and I guess I never will until I see a change. I just wish people could understand what respect truly is. When people differ on viewpoints, you don’t have to like them or agree with them. Just kindly respect what they have to say and calmly tell them you disagree. But never bring up again because obviously it will stir conflict. I wish people could see that no one is better than the other. I wish people could see that we all hurt so much inside already from what we put ourselves through. We don’t need anyone else putting anymore hurt on us.

I realize that everyone has a story. But sometimes we don’t take the time to pick up that story, not only just read it but understand it as well. There’s so much we don’t know about each other. We don’t know each other’s pain, each other’s joys, each other’s struggles, or each other’s accomplishments. But maybe if we did, we’d all get along better and be more understanding. But that could just be a dream. Maybe we could be less judgmental. It’s a nice thought, but maybe I’m just being to “hippy-esque”. I dunno. I just see too much of it and it doesn’t seem like anyone cares.  So much is hidden underneath all of our skins. How can we judge? However, there are just some people who will always be an asshole and continue to look down on everyone like they’re some peasant. And why? Why is it okay for them? It’s not and I wish it would stop.

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Day 7

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the day I felt most satisfied with my life.

March 28,2010 <3 ‘nuff said.

cont. Day 7 “Day where I felt satisfied with my life:...

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cont. Day 7

“Day where I felt satisfied with my life: March 28,2010. ‘Nuff said.”

Sometimes I wish I didn't care so much about words.

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Sometimes I wish I didn’t care so much about honesty, or what people say about/to me, or how people judge/view me, or their opinion, or their expectations. But like the little tool that I am, I care. A lot. But I always let myself down when I do try to change or meet their expectations, etc. But why do I care so much? What’s the point? What will I gain if I do? Abso-fucking-lutely nothing. Just higher expectations, etc. to deal with- that I wouldn’t be able to ever. And again, disappoint not only them but myself. So why should I care? Why can’t I just be happy with myself and just say “hey, that’s nice and all but who died and made you King?” two words: self-esteem. Hi. I have none. I’m sure you’ve felt this way as well, reader.

     What is it that just makes people feel so put off about me? Or people who feel like this in general? Obviously something does. Why can we never gain your approval? What makes you so fucking great and wonderful that puts us below you? Nothing. Not a damn thing. So why do we continue to vye for your approval? Because we’re good people and we want to make people feel happy. I’m sorry. Why is that wrong? I dunno. I should really just be happy with myself and who I am. There’s really nothing wrong with me. Yet I feel all the time there is. All the goddamn time.

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME.

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU.

IT’S THEM. ALWAYS THEM.

Too bad they can’t accept the people we became. Oh well. That’s all I’ve gotta say.

THAT SCARY MOMENT WHEN YOU'RE ABOUT TO SLEEP AND HORROR SCENES FLASH IN YOUR MIND.

I REALLY WANT MY BUNNY. :’C

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