I feel life in the past recent days have been really testing me. My body is going through Hell and the ringer; every bit of flame touching me. I’m becoming frustrated with all of these new changes and I think my body is rejecting everything. I don’t feel any better than I’ve started- but I hope I’ll make it through. Just give me a little time…just a little more time. I can take it. I can do it. I’ll be okay through all of this. I just have to take a little bit more. I just want to hang on a little longer and hopefully it’ll all be over and everything will be better.
I can do this. I can make it. I can take it. (repeat).
*deep breath* These will be the longest days of my life.