I’m really getting sick and tired of life just taking a shit on me. I mean really. I work harder than any other person on this god damned planet to get what I want, even though life is still pushing my face in the dirt and I STILL can’t get my life the way I want it. But the people around me don’t do shit and everything falls into their lap: good job,good school,great friends. WHAT THE FUCK. First, I get slapped in the face with Crohn’s disease; yippy skippy, I have to deal with probably one of the most embarassing diseases. Now I’m trying to get a job, and no one wants to hire a sick person. I’m trying to go to a decent school, but guess what? I can’t afford it, big shocker.
Really? Why am I getting screwed over so badly? I’m tired of complaining about this but…what else am I supposed to do? Every attempt I make to make my life my own is immediately shut down and harshly too. There is no mercy in any of this. I’m trying to be an adult and have my own life and it’s like life is telling me “Nope! Can’t have it! You’re stuck with this shitty life. Have fun!”
Thanks life. Really. Thanks for nothing. Now I not only get to be a drain on my parents but also on society. Big fucking thank you.