I seriously wish that I had friends to hang out with. Even though I’m in a relationship with a wonderful boyfriend whom I love dearly, it’s not fair to him to have to be my only company. I feel like a lot of the people who I thought were my good friends, really weren’t. I feel abandoned and lonely a lot and I wish I didn’t have such a boring life. I truly have a boring life and I’m tired of it. I’m 19 years old and I’m trapped in a house.
I want a life, a good job, a good college education, and most importantly happiness. It’s bad enough I have Crohn’s disease and have to deal with that for the rest of my life (ugh…I wish I would stop complaining about this, but anyone who has an IBD understands how I feel). Now there’s the stresses of life piling on top…I wish I knew how to make this all easier to deal with. I wish I had friends to help distract me from all of this and have fun…